ten56. - RLS Lyrics

I'll fail myself just one more time (Fuck)I'll fail myself just one more time (One more time)So I crush another pill and sail to heaven (Crush another pill, crush another pill)I don't feel like I wanna feel alive againJust numb the pain and forget I'm not deadEyes closed, never asleepItching my skin, can't believe this is meWasting away like I've wasted my time always pushing away those who value my lifeI just don't feel right sometimesI don't feel safe so I choose to spend another night on my ownDidn't think that you'd еver get itNevеr felt okay so I said man fuck itPut my neck on the lineKept my head in the cloudsAnd I saw that the weather was still shitAnd now I'm up here, fucked all aloneJust how I wanted to be, I'm aloneSo I crawl to the bathroomIt's me in the mirrorI ask myself who the fuck is this?FuckYou've failed yourself just one more time (You've failed yourself)Dropped another pill and sailed to heavenI don't feel like I'll ever be alive againJust numb the pain and forget I'm not deadI'll fail myself just one more timeSo I crush another pill and sail to heavenI don't feel like I wanna feel alive againJust numb the pain and forget I'm not deadI'll fail myself just one more timeSo I crush another pill and sail to heavenI don't feel like I wanna feel alive againJust numb the pain and forget I'm not dead