ten56. - Masque Lyrics

Don't think you fucking know meYou will never feel the way I do!You're so fucking ignorant, cluelessThis pain sinks way deeper than you could ever fucking knowI guess I better throw it on!Can't stand the feel of my skinIf no-one sees me no-one opens up the door to let me inAnd that's the way that I would like it to stayNo fucking conversation, please fuck off and leave me to my slow decayCause I don't want to feel like you, like you don't wanna feel like meWasting my energy to tell you all I'm A-OKWhy even bother though when no-onе even gives a shit?Show my teeth, livе with it? Wear the mask, fuck that shit!I feel so damn vulnerable wish that I could fakeFake this shit like the rest of you fucks!Wish I could make you feel a fraction of the pain I feelNeurotically damagedI don't know who I am hiding from anymoreIs it me? Is it you? Man I don't fucking knowAll I know, one day I think I'll take this way too farSay fuck em all, grab some shit and mow them all downI can't help itI need help to process all this trauma that I spit outAlways looking for a cop out like it isn't fucking my faultTell me where to point the finger laugh it off like it's a jokeBut it's me the fucking jokeBut it's me the fucking joke!Help me! Help me!Help me to decipher this encrypted sick neurologyHelp me to get out of me!I'm done pretending my life is worth livingSay thingsRegret themRinse and repeatShit!I don't know who I am hiding from anymoreIs it me? Is it you? Man, I don't fucking knowAll I knowOne day I'm going to take this way too farFuck 'em all, fuck 'em all, fuck 'em all!I don't know who I am hiding from anymoreIt's myself, it's myself, looking at my life from down belowPick up the pieces from this filthy floorGuess I'm back, guess I'm back, back where I belongMask off