ten56. - Diazepam Lyrics

[Intro]Touched by the hand of diazepamDon't count no sheep, I count the milligrams it takes to numb my brainSleepless and belligerentLifeless eyes, aching joints, sweating like a bitch[Verse 1]Succumb to death, I’m going blindFoggy eyed, lacking piece of mindFallen is the fog, eyes rotating up into the skiesOh God, I wish I could turn the hands of timeI'm gone and all I can think isWish mother had picked up my callEat the barrel, kick the bucket, watch me paint these wallsGoddamn[Verse 2]My lips are cracking up, my fingers start to shakeFeel like hanging from my nеck, no escape, no escapеGoodbye, forget my fucking nameCold hands dangle from the ceiling fan[Bridge]Quiver, bloody red eyesThe stench grows, consumed by fliesThey said he would finally do itYears go by, nobody knew I wasLit up like a fire, burning brain cells, feeling sickI wish that I could down these pills and put an end to all this shitCan't bring myself to hurt my mother, I just wanna top myselfBut I’m a pussy footing fucker, all I'll do is run my mouth again[Outro]String me upFuck