Lil Revive - Look Mom, I'm a Rapper Now! Lyrics

[Chorus]I used to wonder what this would be like if I let it goAll of this time that I spent, what would happen if I had to go?I'm haunted by my mistakes, I wanted to be the greatestFalling head first into the end of all my lifeLet the show go on up until I dieThis is all I know, why would I not try?But it feels too much out of space in my mind, yeahI'm out of space in my mind now[Verse 1]Where I come from, grew up around violence, PTSD, I can still hear the sirensDidn't have much so I made my own world, it was too much noise, so the music my silenceIf you got the same, try to do what I did, try to havе dreams, just close your eyеlidsDon't let 'em take you off that path cause regrets way worse than letting them laugh[Verse 2]And I'm always running from all my sinsHate how it slows me down when nothings letting me winMy hearts been cold for too long and way too many daysIn the darkness, in the grave, man, sometimes wish I could changeThrow my hands up, say I'm done with falling[Pre-Chorus]And I'm just throwing up all the ashesThere's way too much inside of my headAnd I'm just throwing up all the ashesThere's way too much inside of my head[Chorus]I used to wonder what this would be like if I let it goAll of this time that I spent, what would happen if I had to go?I'm haunted by my mistakes, I wanted to be the greatestFalling head first into the end of all my lifeLet the show go on up until I dieThis is all I know, why would I not try?But it feels too much out of space in my mind, yeahI'm out of space in my mind now