brakence - preparation exercise no. 7 (trembling) Lyrics

[Verse 1]Screening my own headache for proofThe MRI was a misprintSince you won't let me decideWould you just tell me which side you're picking?I'm not impressed with youIt's gonna go to my headNo, no, I don't need this breadAnd I had tried to be there for youI'm sober as hellWonder what stakes are involvedI know you cried when I called[Refrain]Why didn't I say somethin'?I was preparing myself[Chorus]Preparing myselfPreparing myselfBaby, I don't need your helpPreparing myselfI'm just preparing myselfPreparing mysеlfI'm just preparing myself[Verse 2]Just call me whеn you're sober and you wanna talk'Cause I'll listenAnd you can hide it with sex and try to regret itI'm not impressed with youIt's over my head, because I'm already deadAnd I have tried to be there for youI'm open as hellI hit the brakes, it won’t stopYou put some miles in my car[Refrain]Why didn't I say somethin'?I was preparing myself[Chorus]Preparing myselfPreparing myse—I was preparing myselfYeah, myselfGod is preparing myself with a DMT elfAnd he gon' make me a toyI am a ghost in a shellFeed me some leadMaybe infect me insteadPlease, just shoot me in the headAnd give me the pelt[Bridge]HahahaBoy, you've gone crazy (I see the fear in your eyes)Memory's hazyWhy so lazy?Why so flaky?Don't embrace meYou've gone crazy[Outro]Mortal insects, witness my wrath (Oh my God)Bloomtodeath (Why, why, why?)Masters of the shadows (Why?)King