brakence - deepfake Lyrics

[Intro]I am using my imaginationI am using my imaginationI am using my imaginationI am using my imaginationI am using my imagination[Verse 1]I don't know how much more I can take'Cause I'm gonna need more than sunlight or getting in shapeWeed makes me panic and Lexapro drives me insaneTell me, how do you do what you love when you're sick in the brain?And you're two thousand miles awaySo why am I stalking your Twitter and lying awake?I show my true colors, you left and my life got so grayI can't get over you, yet I built up so much hateBut despite all the lies and projections, I hope you're okay[Chorus]I'm not, I don't want to escapeI pop and my ego deflatesI'm starin' me down, I'll surrender to soundJust to find out that I was a fake(I'm not, I just want to escapeI pop and my ego deflatesI'm starin' me down, I—)[Verse 2]'Cause behind the smile, I'm so pissedBut I won't be showin' emotionsNo, I'm not even tellin' my close friendsYou can't fix me now, I'm too brokenI don't know why I'm witherin' this wayThink I'm always makin' a mistakeI close my eyes, just hopin' my neck breaksNow I'm hardly copin', I don't know how much more I can take[Chorus]I'm lost, I can't find an escapeI pop and my ego deflatesWhile starin' me down, I'll surrender to soundJust to find out that I was a fakeI'm not, I just want an escapeI pop and my ego deflates, it'sStarin' me down, I'll surrender to soundJust to find out that I was a—[Verse 3]A fluke, I got a tab in my pocketIt's what I use to justify all the fab I prophetWhen I produce a beat, it's like makin' laced nootropicsI blow a fuse, repeat it, eternal state, neuroticsAs I was splitting my hair, it's all a vanity fairI'll leave the body I wearAnd you can bring me to Hell[Bridge]Yeah, you could tell it was the lie that you were the oneI'll play it out in my mind, what I could've doneAnd keep wondering if I'll write when my time is upI can't help but picture my life ending in a monthAnd baby, you can try to love me, but I'm not fazedI'm straight flushed with poker on my faceThen I start to choke on my own weightNow I'm hardly copin', I don't know how much more I can take[Chorus]'Cause my whole personality's fakeAnd I want someone else in my placeThat'd feel so much better, I'll settle for nowAn endeavor to die or create[Outro]Don't feel meDie or createAhhSettle for nowBloomtodeathBloomtodeathBloomtodeathBloomtodeath, bloomtodeathToo excited about dying, and blooming, umm—