[Chorus]
Everything I didn’t want to be I’ve become
Everything I didn’t want to lose is gone
My dreams will never come true
I’ve never had one
Playing Russian roulette with a fully loaded gun
And it’s all my fault, isn’t that the best part?
Yeah it’s all my fault
Isn’t that the fucking best part?

[Verse]
It’s a mixture of all the drugs
And a mind I’ve been cursed with, it never shuts up
And all the edges I’m pushed to while tryna climb up
And that look that you give me each time I give up
I wish I could go back and do it all again
But the way that I work, I’d just fuck up again
I don’t know what I’m doing
Stop asking my reason for why I keep choosing to be my own demon

[Chorus]
Everything I didn’t want to be I’ve become
Everything I didn’t want to lose is gone
My dreams will never come true
I’ve never had one
Playing Russian roulette with a fully loaded gun
And it’s all my fault, isn’t that the best part?
Yeah it’s all my fault
Isn’t that the fucking best part?

[Outro]
And it’s all my fault, isn’t that the best part?
Yeah it’s all my fault
Isn’t that the fucking best part?