Help me count to ten backwards but not too fastHelp me measure out how much time has passedI need a better understandingA focal point and a glass of whiskeyA formulated plot to make these thoughts stopI sit around I think aboutHow loud this silence can soundBut these drinks make me happyTemporarily 'til morningI sit around I think aboutHow loud this silence can soundBut these drinks make me happyTemporarily until the morningUntil it comes back againUntil it comes back againI swear the volumes multiplyWhen you're in bed fast asleep insideAnd honestly, I haven't felt alive in a whileCut the ties lose the limbsThey wear you downAs they wear me down tooCut the ties they wear you downAnd I still miss youI sit around I think aboutHow loud this silence can soundBut these drinks make me happyTemporarily 'til morningPlease come back againI need you more than anythingAnd if this place escapes my headI will pretendKeep pretending toTouch the rain cloudsPull the tears outLet the volumes drown themselves outHelp me count to ten backwards but not too fastHelp me count to ten backwards but not too fastHelp me count to ten backwards but not too fastTouch the rain cloudsPull the tears outLet the volumes drown themselves out