There was no light, I couldn't find my very way

A dire frustration was all I could feel in my chest

For there was no joy in every moment I could spend

How could I reckon I trapped myself into a cage of

misery?



My so-called strength had to be shattered

My beliefs were but a lie

It is so convenient to tint it all in deep tones of

black

To live in fear is but meaningless I shall face the

source of my hopelessness

I just crave for suffering



[Chorus:]

I can see for the first time And feel freed from the

pain

Redeemed and disengaged

Oblivion is just a reward, A final slumber to end the

divide

And awaken purified



Why should I try to sustain such a barren state

When my whole condition is tantamount to emptiness?

I wish I could hide from this grim picture in my head

Yet I am locked up lost in a maze of endless

excruciation



I reach the height of isolation

There's no need to revise or suspend the decision

For I discern but one conclusion

This gruesome existence has become an affliction I

can't withstand



My beliefs were but a lie

It is so convenient to tint it all in deep tones of

black

To live in fear is but meaningless I shall face the

source of my hopelessness

I just crave for suffering



[Chorus:]

I can see for the first time

And feel freed from the pain

Redeemed and disengaged

Oblivion is just a reward, A final slumber to end the

divide

And awaken purified