Suffocation

Lyrics to My Demise



The thought and the chance. To lose or perhaps to gain

A new found worth or disgust. None the wiser could know



Why is it my burden or blessing

to be the one to go through this loss

To lose or gain a chance at living,

why must I be this barer of such burdens?



To be this fortunate or cursed

I know not the difference with such weight on my

shoulders



Again I must continue on the quest given to me

It is not a question, it is the answer - I will be the

victor



I'll die too many times and not have learned

the lessons forced upon me

I live not for myself

but for some greater good in this hell we call home



I no longer exist here among men

I've succumb to an unknown force

I't s reduced me to nothing



I am not here even now, where am I? As I still breath



I'm not alive, not to feel. But rather to suffer and

die

A lifetime that spans eternity.

Too strong to selfishly close the book of life



This terrible nightmare that I'm living must be all in

my head