Last night I found heaven
It's on the tip of my tongue
And it reminded me of
All the times I was youngI've got you right in my view now
I used to smile till the day I fell down
I have no idea who the hell I've become
It's not who I was, it's not who I lovesI want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Has thousands of needles poking at my skinI lie in bed to the sound, of the wolves at my door
They are speaking in tongues
While they claw at my floor
I never thought it would come to this
I'm more yellow than my abyss(They're making branches) to even the score
Just open the door, just open the doorI want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Is littered with razer blades
Littered with razer blades
Blades
Littered with razer bladesI can't hold on, the path is clear
I can't ignore, what's been building for years
There's wolves at the door, I won't hide here in fear
Wolves at the door, wah!I look at myself and the things that I've done
Stare away from the mirror and right into the sun
I forgive myself for all of my mistakes
When will I learn, when will I, when will I burn
I want to drown, in a sea filled with Novocaine
I want to burn, on a beach where the sand
Is littered with razer bladesI gave up on myself a long time ago
To the black clouds I'm swallowed
And spit me out wholeSome times it feels like I'm losing my soul
At least that means
I still have a soul after all