Yeah



You know that I haven't started either

Got a fork in two directions but I ain't follow neither

It's always been raining but recently all the water's clearer

On the road to glory the story for me has gotten nearer

But every day I've been

Writing a page in this autobiography

Fifteen years old and I've built up a following

Look at the shit I'm already accomplishing

But in the back of my mind

I swear this fear keeps on grabbing my time

Seeing what's left of it

When you ain't relevant

Sorry you lighter than parties you drive

Yeah



And now that I want to live alone I live alone

And if your home is where your heart is

And I don't know what I've started

And I really do not want to go home

And now they're livin' like a king now, a king now

But I ain't started a thing now, a thing now

Everybody spread them wings out, and sing out (no, no)



Recently I've been feeling my lyrics missing meanin'

I'm tryna whitewash how much they stink like I'm Listerine-in'

Damn, I feel like I have missed the key

So I guess that DJ Khaled is always skippin' me

But, yeah

You know I'm tryna do what I can

But these ignorant idiots just can't understand

You know I'm tryna do what I can

But these ignorant idiots just can't understand



I got new crews and new friends

I got new views and a new lens

I'm a new dude, I'm the new Ben

Got my YouTube with the new trends

But the way I'm growin' is so unorthodox

How can I be connecting 'em if I have yet to sort the dots

I'm sorta lost and very found at the same time

I pour the cost knowin' very loud in the daytime

And very quiet at night

'Cause I seem to shine when I write

And I'm longin' to be a 5-year-old chilling, flying a kite

And I admire the sight of somebody else workin' more than me

I been stayin' grounded but the sky is movin' toward my feet

And fortunately I'm on course, livin' morally

Grindin' to get what's rightfully mine

I'm headed right for my dream

Uh, I guess that's all I need to know for now

They put me in the driver's seat, no way I'm slowin' down

They know me now but don't know my sound it is so profound

But give me two years and I'll make it, let me show you how