I'm trying
But still I close my eyes
The dreamingBringing his face to mine
Lock the doorThe constant buzzing
All through the night
The fighting
Rips me all up inside
On the floorI pace, I run my mouth
I pray and wait
I cross out his name on the page
(How long 'til) This washes away?
(How long 'til) My body is safe?
(How long 'til) I walk in the light?
(How long 'til) This heart isn't mine?The rise and fall
Of his chest on me
I'm trying
But still it's all I seeThe violent
Current of energy
I hide it
Away and underneath
Lock the doorI shake, I promise everyday
To change
I cross out his name on the page
(How long 'til) This washes away?
(How long 'til) My body is safe?
(How long 'til) I walk in the light?
(How long 'til) This heart isn't mine?
Take this wildness awayI'm trying
But still I close my eyes
The dreaming
Bringing his face to mine
Out the doorI pace, I run my mouth
I pray to change
I cross out his name on the page(How long 'til) This washes away?
(How long 'til) My body is safe?
(How long 'til) This heart isn't mine?
I just want him in my armsI just want him in my arms