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Lyrics to Summer Reading List







[Verse 1]

I prefer my time spent in my head

Summer Reading List in my bed

So how did I end up back here instead?

Hiding where it's hard to find a friend

This kid I barely knew got drunk last night

Drove his car off interstate lines

Vigil at the school by candlelight

I thought I could duck out without a sight



[Chorus]

And is it my fault I can't relate

To anyone in this town

And I'm such a prick to all my friends

That they never stick around?



I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know what I'm doing here

Don't know what I'm doing

I don't know what I'm doing here



[Verse 2]

Everybody leaves to get fucked up

Thinking I could use the same

We caravan to Michael's parents' place

It's starting to feel like a bad cliché

“Bring your little brother!”

Someone says

I think he's gonna kill my vibe

And now I listen while he makes new friends

And I'm on the outside



[Chorus]

But it's all my fault I feel alone

As I wander in and out

Of discussions with people I don't mind

But couldn't care less about

I don't know what I'm doing

I don't know what I'm doing here

Don't know what I'm doing

I don't know what I'm doing here



I prefer my time spent in my head

Summer Reading List in my bed