Osiah - Seeds of Despair Lyrics

This is the last time I hide from deathI was afraid to say goodbye (So I left you to die)You were the monolith on which I grew my wingsI never deserved your giftYou were a blessing to meSeeds of despair(Heaven) Angels I beg pierce the veil(Gained) Carry my words to my lost love(A) Sorrow and grief is all I know(Hero) Seeds of despair is all I sowThey're all I fucking sow, these seeds of despairThis is the last time I take a kneeI was afraid to watch it еat at your mindConsuming all I knowMind disconnecting from its soulOh, what a cruel life it isTo crawl through shit еvery single fucking dayHoping to find that security in lifeThat piece of gold dangling on a fucking stickTo distract you from the truth that in the endWe die aloneWe die alone with nothingWe die alone with nothingBut fearFaithful I watch the children of God, they weep in sorrowWe watch the smoke rise live on tomorrowI'm surrounded by snakes they shed their rotten skinSee the coward withinI'm fucking sick of thisHold your tongue, keep the peaceYou didn't give a fuck in life and you now you feign once deceasedSwallow the hateThese seeds will germinateMark my words, this deception will not be forgiven soonSo I'm now calling you outI'm so sick of my shit (You're fucked)One finger forward and three pointing backMark my words, this deception will not be forgiven soonSo I'm now calling you outI'm so sick of my shit (Fuck you)One finger forward and three pointing back(Heaven) Angels I beg pierce the veil(Gained) Carry my words to my lost love(A) Sorrow and grief is all I know(Hero) Seeds of despair is all I sowThey're all I fucking sow, these seeds of despair, seeds of despairI am my thoughtsI'm sufferingBorn world of hateBorn, yearn to dieSeeds of despairSeeds of despair