Lyrics to Triumph of Disintegration

The last ten days have been a motherfucker

I don't know if I'd survive

The voice with the synopsis calls blood bats into action has now entered the table lands

It is only natural

To feel a little imbalanced

It's a symptom of your hysterical need to be understood

You had to forgive your enemy

Cos it was making you psychotic to keep fighting him inside of your head

But how could you allow these people that you don't even respect

To rape your self concept and make your inner world an ugliness

Fashion a forest like a tormented brute

I had to make myself a monster just to feel something

Ugly enough to be true

And then scratching wildly at the mirror with my heart to see their doleful faces

What is the fun in just running away

Running away fixes everything

How can I … why should I stay just to view the triumph of disintegration

To live beneath the language or far above it's not really that different

At least now that one thing that is good about me

Has begun to express itself in malicious ways

Fashion a forest like a tormented brute

I had to make myself a monster just to feel something

Ugly enough to be true

And then scratching wildly at the mirror with my heart to see their doleful faces

What is the fun in just running away

Running away fixes everything

How can I … why should I stay just to see the triumph of disintegration

Victories of devastation