Loyal Panic - Just Breathe Lyrics

Every Time i see you fall, i really wanna catch you but instead of hands it seems i've got two holes, it doesn't seem effective when you try to hang onI guess i need more time to prove it’s not so bad as we thoughtBut i always fail and end up falling with you, with you…I believed that this time i’ll get better at it, and i did, i did but it’s so far from where you want me and honestlyI need to just breatheIt’s late and i should go to sleep but, reality of it - tomorrow i’ll be joining the parade’s beat, looking like a cymbal-banging monkeyAnd i can’t stand it, i can’t stand, the way we’re always pushed back against the wallThen every day is just the same, it’s like play on repeatI believed that this time i’ll get better at it, and i did, i did, but it’s so far from where you want me and honestlyI need to just breathe, just breathe, darling just breatheSo far from where you want me, and i am sorry, let’s just give it another try...It’s so hard, to want two lives, to live in two worlds that just constantly collideIf i could prove that i could do it all you'd be so proud...If i would crash and burn doing what i love at least i tried, tried...I believed that this time i’ll get better at it, and i did, i did, but it’s so far from where you want me and honestlyI need to just breathe, just breathe, darling just breathe