Lyrics to Comatose

Baby, I don't really know

If I'm lying to you

Or hiding the truth from myself.

I'm sorry I'm numb

But you deserve to feel dumb

If you thought I was somebody else.

I down cups of sludge

And stay up forever,

'Cuz I'm too afraid of what happens when I fall asleep.

You can't drift away if you keep on holding tight.

Trust me it's not worth the fight.

Baby I swear that I don't really know

If I'm lying to you

Or hiding the truth from myself.

I'm sorry I'm numb

But you deserve to feel dumb

If you thought I was somebody else.

I know that you checked my pulse

To see if I was freaking out,

'Cuz you were freaking out.

But I remain comatose

From coast to coast,

'Cuz everyone I care about is miles away.

Can't figure out the words to say.

I made a mistake.

It's not my fault if I can't see

How you could fall so easily.

And I am never going to be

What you saw inside of me.

I'm thinking of

Reasons not to love you,

Ways I can push you away.

And it's safe to assume

When you step in this room

You should thank your stars for every day.

And I don't really know

If I'm lying to you

Or hiding the truth from myself.

I'm sorry I'm numb

But you deserve to feel dumb

If you thought I was somebody else.