Lyrics to Disintegrate

The pills kept me sane

And the pills kept me lost forever

Diluted half the fame

Quiet they say, or we'll start again

My life's against a wall

A firing squad aims for pleasure

The casings around me fall

The exit holes, always sting and the voices say...

Do it again. At the end of the day. It's all pretend.

These walls won't pray for me. They can't stop grinning.

Do it again. We won't hurt you. It's all pretend.

These hands don't pray for me.

Breathing on the phone. A universe away.

Melting into the floor or an early grave.

Hoping I'm okay, but it sure doesn't seem that way.

A lady speaks from there, I don't quite know.

Responding to the questions, from an empty dial tone...

"We know who you are, you're a superstar.

But stay on the line, 'cause this time

You've gone way too fucking far."

It really doesn't matter what they say

The doors are locked and windows barred

Frozen in one place

Do it again. At the end of the day. It's all pretend.

These lines don't pray for me. An old beginning.

Do it again. We won't hurt you. It's all pretend.

Do it again, do it again. It's all pretend.

These scars don't pray for me.

Silent shame.

They thought they had me in

But I showed them when I left forever

I revel in all the fame

With all of us, we're one in the same

A pity they never called

I'm losing touch, not knowing the answer

Black crayons against my wall

To mask the gap that grows still wilder

It peels my soul away

Strip by strip I'm gone forever

But, I revel in all the fame

With all of us, we're one in the same.