I’m never gonna talk about it

I’m never gonna think about it

I’m gonna swallow hard

This couldn’t ever happen

It didn’t ever happen to me

But somehow it did

Did I deserve it



If you’re as sick as your secrets

Then I predict disaster

If you’re as sick as your secrets

You should know the answer



I’ll fold the sheets into place

I’ll unpick the apple

I’ll make a fuss if I want, this is my disaster

An ambush that I was never meant to see

This is a big mess that I just couldn’t keep to myself



I’m never gonna go

Never ever go back

I’m not safe

I don’t want to go tomorrow

I want to run away

I’m gonna blame myself

I’ll always blame myself for this

An impressive show of ignorance