Staring at the white aboveCan't tell if I'm alive or am I deadOr is it in my head?Where'd I go wrong?I'm Staring at the white aboveOne day I closed my eyes and here I amA cold, unhappy manI've come to realize the life I have I hateThe pulse I need is slowly fadingUntil I've lost it allI've been waiting for an inspirationFor a chance I never got to takeBefore it's much too lateWhere's the boy that used to run?Could it be he's up and gone away?He seems so far awayAnd all the things I could have doneCould it be they've up and gone away?They seem so far away'Cause It feels as if the boy in meHas left and been replaced with a cheap and bitterImposter of myselfI must find the one that used to beApproach him slow, don't be afraid to say"Can he come out and play?"Where's the boy that used to run?Could it be he's up and gone away?'Cause He seems so far awayAnd all the things I could have doneCould it be they've up and gone away?'Cause They seem so far awayNow I'm Staring at the sky aboveI've found a chance I'm finally going to take'Cause I've learned from my mistakesWhere'd I go wrong?Where's the boy that used to run?Could it be he's up and gone away?'Cause He seems so far awayAnd all the things I could have doneCould it be they've up and gone away?'Cause They seem so far awayWhere'd I go wrong?