Yeah you heard it right, that's what I said

I wanna grow up to be young and dead

Run with the worst-I wanna finish last

Don't want a future rather drown in the past



Wanna be blind, stupid, lazy, and bored

tortured and crazy, outcast and ignored

Truly hated - I wanna be a bad seed



So what if I had all those little girl dreams

Now I know that's just some junk on a screen

I got my own plan and if all goes well

I'm guaranteed a lifetime of living hell



Chorus



Well I've had this hole in my heart

for some time

All of my life I've had something to hide



Thanks for nothing, I guess you meant well

But I better be going I got a body to sell

Won't you come around if your ghost surrenders

Take one look at me and I'm sure you'll remember



Chorus