there is a shadow floating over me
growing to a vast crimson cloud
meanings are blurred
calm and harm in disorder
my eyes blinded for what is realnoone there to drag me out of here
noone there to stop me from drowningthe circle of fear
is always present
no escape from my inner emptiness
forever running in circles
---away from myself
i hear your voice in the distance
the fire drags me further down the spiral,
tears a silent scream out of me
crawling up and down the walls
of my cold and empty room
the ceiling collapses on me
a place full of mirrors
pitiless reflecting my deficiencychasing my own tail
my own murderer
death means exit
-death means fear
just fade into oblivionthe circle of fear
is always present
no escape from my inner emptiness
forever running in circles
---away from myself
i hear your voice in the distance
the fire drags me further down the spiral,
tears a silent scream out of me
a paranoid knife
teaching me with pain
hurting me with fear
killing me with memoriesi will eat myself alive
devoured by my fear
spit out my insidethe circle of fear
is always present
no escape from my inner emptiness
forever running in circles
---away from myself
i hear your voice in the distance
the fire drags me further down the spiral,
tears a silent scream out of me
