Seeking truth and never finding a meaning
Have you forgotten about me?
I found my way back from being lost
But it's still not homeI'll never find a place to call my own
In your world
Disease, the very thing that you denyRealize, I'm better than that
(I'm better than that)
Come on!A life that we drown ourselves in
Those in control will continue to lie (to lie)
But I won't be pulled under
I won't let myself down
Eighteen years I wasted living a lie
Just to see that everything I believe
Has been justified
What a waste of time
I'm sick of living a lieListen when I speak
I will always put you in second place
Since you never put me firstYou only preach to hear yourself
Just listen to when you read his word
They are empty and hollow
They are emptyEighteen years I wasted living a lie
Just to see that everything I believe
Has been justified
What a waste of time
I'm sick of living a lie
Falling forward
Fall to your knees
I've finally made amends with who I am
And who I want to beFalling forward
Fall to your knees
I've finally made amends with who I am
And who I want to beYou're just a fucking crutch
You will only bring me down
The day you visit me on my last breath
Just let me dieEighteen years I wasted living a lie
Just to see that everything I believe
Has been justified
What a waste of time
I'm sick of living a lieEighteen years I wasted living a lie
I'm sick of living a lie