Please just give me a Chan Marshall eulogy. If I was ever anything at all, it's all breaking news to me

Breaking down in a rage just to apologize. It's really so strange
Watching all these strangers sigh

If feels like I'm living through my last days every day

On your strongest of days you couldn't make me feel any less insane

Wish the ongoing theme about me
Wasn't "he's just crazy"

Wish I knew safety
Wish nothing phased me
Wish I felt more than just feelings of unrest. Wish the darkness didn't cloud me. Wish I wasn't an emotional wreck