I'm trying to behave, but I just can't stand still
And I'm dying to see myself as you knew
But i'm dying inside if you just knew
I care and I swear I'll take you
And I'm finding myself just trying to buy time
Filling up my lungs, smoke leaves my breath
While as if sleeping in everyday till' the sun goes down
Brings no shame
Yeah, and I tear apart when I forget
Searching you so I can play
Save yourself from the private list
My eyes see your name
But the lights not in frame
Blinded by loud ass fame