Azure Ray - Last Summer in Omaha Lyrics

The Christmas lights have all expiredAnd last year's tree is in the fireI'll spent the summer in OmahaWith no reason at allAll those years spent on a roadDescending notes don't mean much anymoreA compass no longer showsYou, the true NorthEverybody needs a reason to wake up in loveEverybody needs a reason to wake up in loveSmoke and gin it's all pretendThat I don't know there's something killing meAs my friends start their familiesI should be happy but I'm grievingI call you lost but the truth isI don't know my own way anymoreI see the ones with ambition oneAnd it's like losing a hundred warsBut I'm too selfish and meanTo give up on the dreamBut what is the dream?You tell meYou tell meIt's a disappearing season my time has comeI'm still looking for a reason to wake up in loveThe Christmas lights have all expiredAnd last year's tree is in the fireThe last summer in OmahaWith no reason at all