Still trying to understand Why after all this time I never got a reason Abrupt ending with A blank stare and a "I don't care" Cry for help got A definite answer A turned back like I expected from Someone elseIf I plan to remain This way for eternity Then I must admit That I've got it madeStill trying to understand If I'd explained my thoughts On commitment Would I still pass Your thoughts infrequently? Although disowned Erased and alone With a word you'd Hear my voice pretendingThat I'm finally content With what I've got The same with time rule Worked out just fineI forgot toThank you for always Boosting my self esteem Sometimes lies are easy to believe Don't hang on too tightly I may be short of breath But I'm not easy to deceive