As Artifacts - D.S.M. Lyrics

Facing the future never left me so scaredSecond guessing decisions I haven't made yetI've failed before and I know I will againI can't change the fact that I am just a man(Face to face, face to face)Face to face with the scars of my pastFace to face with my fears and I'm not coming back from this(Face to face, face to face)I can't help but run rather than fix the problemI'm living stuck in the pastIt's easier said than done, and I'm watching this train wreck over and over againTell me that I will be just fine, at least just for a little whileKeep me safe tonight, I won't last the nightTell me my life won't pass me by, that one day I'll realizeMy mistakes are what made me who I am in the first placeTry living your life owned by persistent distrustOf everything that you think and feel is right, it'll drive you insaneAnd now I'm counting the days until this all goes awayAnd I'm finally free to change my waysAm I going insane?My body fails me as my chest clenched up, it's all too much to takeThe ground is crumbling at my feet, it's falling out from underneathI'm broke, I'm sick, I'm lost, I don't know what to do with myselfThe sky is falling, the sky is fallingI can't help thinking that I'm cursed with monotonyNot a lack of passion, just a lack of self-esteemEvery word they say resounding in my head, "You'll never make it."And I believed itI wanna know what it means to be tiredI wanna know what it means to feel silenceTell me I'll be alright, tell me I'll be just fineTell me that I will be just fine, at least just for a little whileKeep me safe tonight, I won't last the nightTell me my life won't pass me by, that one day I'll realizeMy mistakes are what made me who I am