Apex Frazier - How I Feel Lyrics

Verse:I remember when the streams would impress meI remember when the strings just depressed meIf I'm actin kind of strange, hell a long weekHad homies turn they back now they want beef, no beefVegan rapsVegan wrapsI've been cheatingDo the math, Do the mathHalf these fans gon' leave when you tell 'em thatI got options, quarterbackNeed my recorder backShe said she still got my hoodiе, mmBaby you gon' be needing thatShe said she still pronе to worry, mmBaby God gon' take care of thatWe used to loveOn a need to knowTill we used our love like a needle thoAnd we fell from the grace like the Eden folkI was blind now I see like 3P0I was blind now I see like Stevie don'tI was stoned for belief like Stephen thoI was stoned for relief like Mikey broNot a product of the trap but the trap beats, OhShawty from the north side, she can get intenseBalling from the court side, 15 off the benchI got fans on both sides, feelin' Ja MorantWe don't mess with mob ties, we just pray againPray againPray againIt's the only freaking wayYou gon' make it in this worldWhere the evildoers stayWhere the laws don't protectAnd the families in debtAnd the social worker visits, leave a key at the stepYou a key outta stepI'm a big stepper brotherYou a beast on the netI'm essentially a butlerJimmy always been a safetyWheelchair bucketsRun it back, run it backNah go head and tuck itNow don't go Chris Tucker, just sayin how I'm livingSomewhere in between like a Norway prisonIma go head and get itI was born for the missionSend me, I go, like a bad ThanksgivingI remember higher living and remember losing everythingMember sour pudding in the fridge on the wedding dayThen we found another wayThen we cut another cakeThen I got another shot and bricked like I'm 0 for 8DangI cannot elaborateI cannot tell you how I'm feeling, I was born this wayI was born to praiseI was born to prayMust've been born to forget, I forgot a lot of thingsThat's my vendettaLive laugh love more than my predecessorLinked up with a small group full of trend settersTrail Blazers in my eyes like it's PG Lillard mmEasyI'm on 6Building and building, its brick by brickCouple corny cats in the industryTurns out all they do is cap in they ministryTrust no heroThere is none righteous, pained as I write thisPain on my right hipPlaying with the hype hitsPaying for the right fitSame pants for 5 yearsSelf made right hereGod made a nightmareFor demons to all fearI might go off hereI might be top tierBut when the horn blows I'm tryna be right thereWhen the horn blows I'm tryna see you upstairsI', tryna be right hereI'm tryna see you upstairsI'm tryna see youAw manThat's on Hoodie Raps boyThat's on CHH manI'm sick of y'all acting like just because we're savedWe can't spit or whateverCrazy. Y'all sound arrogant manThat's just how I feel though