Amanda Jenssen - Illusionist Lyrics

I'm on the backsideOf the moonStill hoping somedayIt will bloomHereDon't try to count themCause you can't knowHow many daysThat I have spent coldIt don't ever matter ifI'm an illusionistTalkHe doesn't talkAnd look the lies in hereIf I make them disappearTalkWill he then talk?Black water radarDoesn't showHappy is a longer way to goStillI never told youCause I can't stallFor every starThere is a black holeIt don't ever matter ifI'm an illusionistTalkHe doesn't talkAnd look at the lies in hereIf I make them disappearTalkWill he then talk?Cautious hymnDon't mind himIt's just my strainTalkingIllusion