Wish I could hide
You might not see light

And if I hold one chance (your hand)
You and I would see us again (I can’t hold mine too)
Cuz I’ve been trying romance
And it doesn’t seem real for me

(I don’t think I can do this anymore)
(I need to be alone)
(By myself)

I just wish I could
Remain real
Oh yeah

I’ve been trying to not hold myself so rough

And I’ve been trying to just keep my self control

(I remember when I was in my grandma’s house)
(It was a hard time for me)

My self control
My self

(How much for you love yourself?)

And if I could I’d know
And I wish I could go (I ran away a couple time)
And I just wish I could
Remain so out of control
(It’s so much easier without a heart)
Cuz I wish I could flow with everything I had inside
(It’s so much easier for everyone else)
Cuz I wish I could lie

(Raison d’être)

(You’re gonna drive yourself crazy)

Oh we know
Everything I know
Everything I was
You couldn’t get me to know