How did I get here
And what have I done?
It's like I've been sleeping for two years
And I'm just waking up
Like I'm coming out of a blackout
Like I didn't see you 'till right now
I look around and I'm feeling like
I built a prison and put myself in it(Ahh, ahh)
I don't wanna go through the motions
(Ahh, ahh)
No, I don't wanna
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
We're just strangers againWhere do I go now?
Where do I start?
I don't wanna pick up the pieces
I just wanna watch it all fall apart, fall apart
I picture it fall apart like I said I would
I wanted out but you held me down
And fed me the lies I told you myself(Ahh, ahh)
I don't wanna go through the motions
(Ahh, ahh)
No, I don't wanna
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
We're just strangers againWe had what we had but it's done
And I'm over it
Held on for too long when I should've let go of it
And I know it was wrong but I tried to keep hold of it
It was wrong, it was wrong, it was wrongI can't stand it when you touch me like that
'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
We're just strangers again
I can't stand it when you touch me like that
'Cause it just reminds me of the nights that I spent
Telling myself it was fine
But now I'm over that
I think it's better if we just pretend
We're just strangers again