Against All Will - The Drug I Need Lyrics

I'm burning the letters you wrote to me in a fire that I will not forgetI'm saying goodbye in my own way, and turning this love into a hateThere's a sadness I feel with letting goAnd wanting something you can never holdForgive me if I'm giving up, but we both knowYou can't truly hate something you've never lovedI hate the way you bring me down, I hate the things you say to meI hate that way you make me feel today, but you're the drug I needI'm tired of trying to put a smile on your faceYou just keep on reaching some things never changeThere is a sadness i feel with knowing youAnd a heart ache that comes with the things you doMaybe I'm just a fool All I have is my hateNow you wanna take that tooI hate the way you bring me down, I hate the things you say to meI hate that way you make me feel today, but you're the drug I needDreaming of yesterday where your smile was everywhereMaybe I'm saving the best of me for someone who really caresSo I'm writing some words today, to help me find my wayMaybe you will never understand why my hate is all I really have todayI hate the way you bring me down, I hate the things you say to meI hate that way you make me feel today, but you're the drug I need