Terri Clark - Better Than I Was Lyrics

I've torn down a dirt road knowing that I wasn't supposed to leaveLeft an F5 mile wide hell of a lot of hurt behind meI can't count the times I've left the bottle emptyChasing down a buzzI lost myself in places that I know I shouldn't have beenLike a broken record spinning ‘round I found trouble againI've refused some, used someWhen everybody wanted to be my friendIt was like a drugOh but these daysI'm digging in and getting real with all my mistakesGoing easy on myself and finding my wayI ain't there yetI'm still a little bit messed upBut I'm better than I wasI broke apart and stole some hearts that were never mineIn my life I've learned there's no such thing as a straight lineI weave in and out and on a on a good day I might get it rightYeah I'm better than I wasOh but these daysI'm digging in and getting real with all my mistakesGoing easy on myself and finding my wayI ain't there yetI'm still a little bit messed upBut I'm better than I wasOh but these daysI'm digging in and getting real with all my mistakesGoing easy on myself and finding my wayI ain't there yetI'm still a little bit messed upBut I'm better than I was