swazy* - Joakim Lyrics

[Hook]There ain't really places left to goI'm stuck inside my home, home alone, Macaulay CulkinI wanna cry alone, maybe some time aloneEither way, you know I'ma keep smokin'I probably die alone, a cup of styrofoam in my handYou probably think I'm jokin'When it comes to attention, I always need to play centerThe last name Noah, first name Joakim[Refrain]In my head I toss and turn 'til the morningI can't deal with these feelings, they feel foreignGod damn it, everything's feelin' boringI look outside my window, yeah, the rain is pouringI tell myself it'll get better by tomorrowThe fake promises fill me with sorrowToo many bitches in the past took my heart and left it borrowedWho the fuck was that, I feel like Nardo[Pre-Chorus]I keep screaming when I'm running forwardI hope it takes me somewhere better than I've ever been beforeBut I've been fuckin' everywhereDamn, there ain't really shit left to look at, yeahI don't give a fuck anymoreI put my all into this shit like two or three timesAnd I still ain't get nowhereIt ain't no fair, but I don't careWhere to go from here, there ain't nowhere[Chorus]Can you let me out?Let me outLet me outLet me outOutOutOutOut[Verse 1]Honestly, I let myself downI let my judgment get so cloudy with self doubtForgot to wash away the fears when they come aroundI should've listened to my own advice, I can'tYeah, I'm dirtier than DanJust a product of my city, tryna be what I canHere I go putting blame on everything but myselfYeah, I truly need helpBut I don't ever wanna get it nah, nah[Verse 2]The creepy-crawlies comin' out at nightI can't act like I'm surprisedLook between my eyes, I ain't in disguisePain keeps repeating in my head a hundred timesI hope I know the day I dieSo I can thank everyone that help me stay aliveAt the same time, apologize for all the ruined livesI don't know what I'm doing in this lifeBut I don't wanna do it anymore...[Refrain](In my head I toss and turn 'til the morning)(I can't deal with these feelings, they feel foreign)(God damn it, everything's feelin' boring)(I look outside my window, yeah, the rain is pouring)I tell myself it'll get better by tomorrowThe fake promises fill me with sorrowToo many bitches in the past took my heart and left it borrowedWho the fuck was that, I feel like Nardo[Pre-Chorus]I keep screaming when I'm running forwardI hope it takes me somewhere better than I've ever been beforeBut I've been fuckin' everywhereDamn, there ain't really shit left to look at, yeahI don't give a fuck anymoreI put my all into this shit like two or three timesAnd I still ain't get nowhereIt ain't no fair, but I don't careWhere to go from here, there ain't no-no-no-no—[Chorus]Let me outLet me outLet me out(Out)OutOutOut(Out)[Hook]There ain't really places left to goI'm stuck inside my home, home alone, Macaulay CulkinI wanna cry alone, maybe some time aloneEither way, you know I'ma keep smokin'I probably die alone, a cup of styrofoam in my handYou probably think I'm jokin'When it comes to attention, I always need to play centerThe last name Noah, first name JoakimThere ain't really places left to goI'm stuck inside my home, home alone, Macaulay CulkinI wanna cry alone, maybe some time aloneEither way, you know I'ma keep smokin'I probably die alone, a cup of styrofoam in my handYou probably think I'm jokin'When it comes to attention, I always need to play centerThe last name Noah, first name Joakim