[Verse 1 - Novatore]



I just dot give a fuck and I'm highly disrespectful

So neglectful to some lovers mother fuckers im resentful

But i ain't forgetful I remember all the sleepless nights

When i gave a fuck too much I was so weak and now im regretful

I'm guarded now unlike the times when i had started out

So stupid didn't know the bruises scarred I just discarded doubts

And now my heart is out to lunch and so i got a hunch

That love is just illusion stupid suckers steady drinking the punch

These kids in misery but who's got it the hardest?

Seems you lose regardless so I'm using booze until the pain subsides

Until the pain decides its to time self destruct

Thats when ur fucked or maybe lucky cuz the misery it sucks

I try to stay away so I can play it safe

So i can save some face I try embracing having my own space

I took the plate of love and placed it to my face

Then left the second tray to waste cuz in my mouth it left a bad taste

A little hopeless so I focus on the verses

But its hard, sometimes seclusion got you feeling like your worthless

Out of service ima robot with no purpose

Might be broken in the center but I'm metal on the surface

[Verse 2 - Apathy]



Cold hearted the way that the world made me

Not old ice cube, you can't fade me

I'm a product of the people who betrayed me

Portrayed me as villain when I was the victim mainly

I had too many snake bites and back stabs

Had too many fall outs with whack crabs

I had heart breaks break ups and break downs

Can't face me two face, get faced down

My skin is thick, I'm pretty fuck an apology

For bullshit theres a zero tolerance policy

I don't understand the phony psychology

Of so called homies who never even acknowledge me

Life's short, I'm shortening up my friends list

Me, myself and I by the time I end this

All the drama in life appears endless I'm sentenced

To cold hearted ways and intentions