Hazy Mazes - Self Destructive Tendencies Lyrics

Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a voidI cannot recall the last, time that I felt joyI'm, sick of all the silenceYet, I'm nauseated by all the noiseDidn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)I'm a messOf regretsSo I guessIts time to focusOn life after deathI confessI'm, kinda stressedI've been depressedSince I was 10, biiiiiiitchThink it was no coincidenceThat IHad my innocenceTaken, when I was 6Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a voidI cannot recall the last, time that I felt joyI'm, sick of all the silenceYet, I'm nauseated by all the noiseDidn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)Cuz this thing called "purpose"Really just ain't workingAnd your abyss is just perfect-Ly worth itI'm waiting on youTo make a moveTell me what you're gonna doI've been waitingHere so patientTell me if you're coming throughSelf destructive tendencies turned my world into a voidI cannot recall the last, time that I felt joyI'm, sick of all the silenceYet, I'm nauseated by all the noiseDidn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)