Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a void
I cannot recall the last, time that I felt joy
I'm, sick of all the silence
Yet, I'm nauseated by all the noise
Didn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)

I'm a mess
Of regrets
So I guess
Its time to focus
On life after death
I confess
I'm, kinda stressed
I've been depressed
Since I was 10, biiiiiiitch
Think it was no coincidence
That I
Had my innocence
Taken, when I was 6
Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a void
I cannot recall the last, time that I felt joy
I'm, sick of all the silence
Yet, I'm nauseated by all the noise
Didn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)

Cuz this thing called "purpose"
Really just ain't working
And your abyss is just perfect-
Ly worth it
I'm waiting on you
To make a move
Tell me what you're gonna do
I've been waiting
Here so patient
Tell me if you're coming through

Self destructive tendencies turned my world into a void
I cannot recall the last, time that I felt joy
I'm, sick of all the silence
Yet, I'm nauseated by all the noise
Didn't think a single choice, would leave, my whole life destroyed (oh boy)