Breathe into me. This is not a scene of what is meant to be

I haven't felt the same for days. Close my eyes and enjoy the pleasant place that I live forget all the shit that tore me straight down and changed how I lived. But now I'm coming back with nothing from my past. I know that what we had, it wasn't meant to last. When it's said and done I still have to confess. I'm still and emotional mess

I never learned to cope with my trauma
I'm in water but I'm drowning fast
I never learned to cope with my trauma
This sense of calm just will not last

I'm coming to terms with myself. I'm so much more than what I left on the shelf. I'm bringing a new look to life. There's nothing wrong if you know what's right. I've made mistakes and I know it. I've bit my tongue too many times. I've made mistakes and I know it. But I won't let it ruin my life

Breathe into me. This is not a scene of what is meant to be