Annie DiRusso - Emerson Lyrics

[Verse 1]Baptized by a pedophileIn a church that reeks of oak and deathMy parents raised a happy childIn the house at the bottom of Emerson[Verse 2]Now every time I go homeAll I do is sleepI don't know what kind of twisted holdMy childhood bedroom has on me[Chorus]When I finally feel like I've moved onI keep ending up back where I wasGuess I've never escaped this for too longIt's the morning, I'm just waking up[Verse 3]Oh, I've got a bad feelingAll the wrong things are turning me onSo I'll fix my eyes on the ceilingAnd pretend that I like this a lot(I actually like this a lot)While lying in my bed, you said"I'll never meet anyone like you"Well, I just laughed it off at the timeBut now I'm terrified that it's not true[Chorus]When I finally feel like I've moved onI keep ending up back where I wasGuess I've never escaped you for too longIt's the morning, I'm just waking upSo I'll get out of bed, put my shoes onAll my bookshelves are covered in dustGuess I've never escaped me for too longGuess I've only ever been who I was[Instrumental Break][Outro]Only ever been who I was