{Verse 1}
Aye walk a mile off in my shoes
And visualize what I done been through
You couldn't fathom this love
Or relate on instrumentals
But take a trip with me
And let me show you what I've seen
Man I been through bout it all
But somehow I remained me
I swear I be that tormented muthafucka from the D
Ohhh who is he?
It's Rikki Blu
Omit the "E"
Jumped off the porch, ran down the street
And now I'm live in Tennessee
Cause I'm too honest on these beats
And far too open on my tweets
Aye fuck a Twitter I'm tryna eat
Bitch fuck yo nigga I'm tryna beat
I ain't perfect, probably worse
Fresh to death
Aye check the hearse
Guns feel too good when it hurts
And towards the soil I aimed my curse
Snatching blessings, fuck your purse
I wonder if that Gucci burn
If its worth a soul in turn
I wonder if these hoes gon' learn
I pray that one day I'm gon' earn
Everything they never gave me
Our assumptions were confirmed
So fuck your system
Bitch I got it
And to everybody doubting
Tell them niggas they can watch me
And remind ya bitch to swallow
Oops, my fault
Was that yo' broad?
Well she threw it and I caught it
Mane I been broke as fuck
But in my mind I been balling
Growing up all I thought about was rapping to the world
But then I grew up, I screwed up
Now I'm rapping with these girls
Now I'm addicted to them curves
And that syrup made me swerve
Pray that I don't hit that curb
That's not what B. Lew deserved
Everyday I swallow hurt
And try to act like it don't hurt
At times I question my own worth
But I'm too cocky with these words
And now these verbs becoming slurred
And these songs they just get murked
I left it all out on that turf
At night I dream about my birth
The day I changed the fucking world
That day my momma made a king
So fuck everything you thought
Bitch, this me just being me
Now you can judge me all you want
I swear that I won't give a fuck
Cause when you chasing dreams my nigga
You never think about luck
Down to my last buck
And I ran all out of fucks
Only thing I want in this world is to feel my momma's touch
But fuck that shit
Bitch I'm out here
Ten toes down
With my rounds
Learned not to fuck with niggas
Cause most of these niggas clowns
I just smile to hide my frowns
The loudest cries they make no sound
So are you real when they ain't round?
Well I was lost but now I'm found
So Father please just hear my cry
Now I'm not begging for no blessing
But life has been a bitch
And your love I tend to question
Now I'm saying
If you got me, show a nigga that you got me
Cause I can't trust nobody
All these niggas federallies
Keep your pity
I don't need it
These wounds they won't stop bleeding
These groupies they swear they need me
But my faith in you is leaving