[Intro]

All that I am

Came from nothing



[Verse]

No lies

Story of my life

I lost it all right in front of my eyes

No time to sympathize

Push it down, internalize

Endless nights

Locked inside my mind

Nowhere to go

Just keep it to yourself



[Breakdown]

I am alive for the first time

I didn't leave you

You left yourself behind

You left yourself behind



[Bridge]

Tell me something

If it wasn't for the name would you still treat me the same

Or would you turn and walk away?

There is nothing that I'd enjoy more

Than if things could just go back to the way they were before

But no

This will never be okay

Even when you say you'll stay, you're always gone anyway

So please

Don't make a promise you can't keep

No need to try to cry me

I promise I'm not losing sleep



[Breakdown]

All my life

I've been waiting to die

Night by night I dream of suicide

I realize I've been trying to hide

From the monster within me, dwelling inside

Why, oh, why did it have to be me?

I've asked this endlessly, but now I finally see

I am the one to blame

For the pain and the scars

I couldn't handle my mind

So I tore it apart



[Outro/Breakdown]

If I don't believe in myself

Why would anyone else?

If I don't believe in myself

Why would anyone else?