P.O.S - Kidney Thief Lyrics

Cecil bringin back the one tape tiger, simple as thatI got money on it this timeI have a feeling, that i havnt felt before. and that was my reasonAs if i even fucking needed one/Never felt like a part of the plotBeen apart from the startSeperate and so darkSat at home/sat alone/ writing poemsYou could die, rockin live in my domeLike what the fuck is a phone?Til it rang and i answered n danced took a chance with a trustYou could bang pots and pans with it, it was that tossSo rigid and stiff, you forgot your livin dangerouslyLive for the blissSo you trust one, trust two, trust three fourAnd you must lose bruise cruise bust free doorsCuz it ends, say goodbye. make amends, make me cryNever that, i keep em guessin where the fuck im at**cuz he called me cold train ()**wanted to beat a () to death with an old chainI live in the same frame, my brain is a stripeYou give a shit about one look, im lookin to stayBut i cant cuz they leave even me to believeThat i bounce, bfore they dip skip townYou should see me now, come and see me nowIm a machine, im like ten feet tallAnd my breath make em all fall downIm a monster, im a beastIm a poise in the author of wild in the streetsIm a ride underneath, but i got thick skinYou only hear the chaos when i open my teethI get manicA pacifistMasochistSmashin thisCapitalistWhack spreading fastLike a cancerous crashIts mechanic*I wont have a hand in it noIll keep the mafuckin holes in my shoe soleYou can quote that, theres people with broke batsAnd who dats payin like twenty bucks for a nice hatLook around and look back with the thinly veiled hateYou think it'd be lighter with all of us liftin the worlds weightBut it aintNever felt like a part of the plot, been apart from the start(cuz im not one of them)Ambiguous, anonymous, invisible *(something amous) noI find the ones with the heart beats(and i strike back with *(rhythm, breathing, freedom?))So come find me now, i be the one with distrust and misgustWaiting to leave you *(?)N theres more just like meIm not the (voice, force)Just one with broken *()And dare i say that im the meanest oneLet me in, sum the actual factPull me out, i look back. i wont sleepI stay up passed goodbyes i stay ups i got gutsLike a butcher all hung upNo hang ups from the push ups*Pushin fast, if you listen say it backIm like jimmy eat world, but the world bit backAnd thats it.() 'll do it againCuz these kids toss *() and call themselves friends.Sick of the same faces and lames and brass smokesSometimes wanna get drunk and wake up in strange placesRemain faces, fuckin hate cases*so many so crash so many so crooked could use places.But i stay patient like im tied to a chairAnd the doctors in the waiting room pulling my hairLike come help me, come here, with a signature i fearWhen i dot I's, cross T's and im thoroughly scaredAnd i panicI panicI panicI panicI calm down(and i remember the song goes)Cuz im not one of themInvisible, anonymous, ambiguous *() noI find the ones with the heartbeatsAnd i strike back with *rhythmCome find me now, i be the one with distrust and misgustWaiting to leave you *()Theres more of us like me, im not the *(()________________________________This is pretty hashed up, just listened to the track about 10 times and wrote this out. please contribute edits if you will.Z