Jarren Benton - Heart Attack Lyrics

I sit with this broken heart, like why did you leave me bitchWith a bottle of painpills, I swear this ain't easy bitchI though we would ride together, you and me we would die togetherWalk through the bowels of hell, like fuck it we fry togetherYou walked out and left me here, along with a fist full of tearsI drowned in my sorrow, I can't believe i wasted this many yearsYou didn’t have the decency to tell me you leavin, you left a note on the dresserOh, what the fuck, this bitch cheatin', you left me for him?Ho that's a good enough reason for me to come and kill both of youGuess it's back to this grieving, it's back to these nightmaresIt’s back to not sleepin', it's back to me tearing this fucking house up and screamingI remember you cutting yourself with razors and bleedingAnd you told me my love was the only reason you're breathingI was always right there for you, I thought I was special tooWhat happened to us? Bitch, I'm killing whats left of youBitch!Yeah, and you said that you would die for meJust another love story, and i swear the pain hurts so badFeel like I had a heart attackYou ripped my fucking heart and it ain't no facing thatI’ll never love again, it ain’t no turnin' back.I'm turning to Lucifer, I swear I ain't thinking rightI'm drinking again, I'm parked by your house at nightI see that you're happy with him, you know it's just eating meThe thought of you fucking him makes me sickIt repeatedly, plays in my brain, it drives me insaneAnd of course when it rains I try to block out the painBut fuck I just can't, get over this bitchI think I need help, I can't get over this shitSo I muster the courage to come and knock at your doorThe closer I get I feel my heart fall to the floorYou open it up, you look in my eyesIt's been a whole month, bitch, oh you look so surprisedAnd I get this feeling of so much rage and i grab her right by the faceAnd she’s screamin I’m erkin, cursin, I hate you bitchWe both spewin hatred, shit, I know i should leaveBut a part of me ain't satisfied until i see her bleedShe's screaming for help, as I squeeze on her neckYou owe me this explanation for me and you separatingThat shit was so devastating, I feel her soul levitatingThe sound of her suffocating, she's dying from strangulationSo cold and so dark, til death do us apartGod dammit I love you, look at me falling apartThis pain is so deep, and it bites like a sharkI stick you right where you hurt me, and put this blade through her heartAnd she's out!