Graduating Life - Late Bloomer Lyrics

I'm sitting outsideDrinking all aloneIs this all I want?Is this all I know?Will you forgive me when I'm a piece of shit?Cause I'm nearly tiredApologizing for itWake me up with your loveSorry I suck but it's all I knowForgive me whenI'm too spentI'm still trying hardYou're always there when I need youAlways waiting for meI can't help but feel guiltyThat you have never been ignoringThe texts the calls that I put through to your phoneAnd All the nights that I've left you home all aloneThe faces that we make and every single joke I take for granted without you I wouldn't have itRemember that night I was up crying in bedThinking about where we go when we're deadI never shed tears like that guess I'm still growingI'm just afraid I'll lose these momentsWake me up with your loveSorry I suck but it's all I knowForgive me whenI'm too spentI'm still trying hard