Besatree - Runner Up Lyrics

Tell me something that I don't knowTell me something that I don't knowI run away from the truth and II ran away from the truth, it's likeTell me something that I don't knowTell me something that I don't knowI run away from the truth and II ran away from the truth, it's likeI see the issues, got no need for the mirrorGot the foggiest of memories from bottles of clearI want the eyes on me but stay tripping on staresAnd I tend to overreact when I'm under preparedI need another 20 years so I can fix the mistakesBorderline about to board a flight and hit the escapeHalf my body soak in sadness, other half of it acheI'm a walking contradiction still just stuck in my placeI don't knowI should go, is this considered loitering?Love and hate get interchanged, the train of thought is FreudianBack into the future, boutta get me a DeloreanYou gotta have your head on straight to know that you're disorientedI made a couple of trips2am to Echo Park working double the shiftsDidn't make a fucking cent but I loved what I didI want to die as an example of the way that I livedSo, that means I know it's coming but I'm readyMaking jokes bout drowning in my tears as they release the leveeI see the fatal flaw in this, I'll pay the pretty pennyA complicated optimist and opposite, dependingSee ya bending all the rules and breaking all your promisesIt's benefiting you, but hurting your accomplicesCircumvent the truth and never tell em bout the consequencesI don't know bout you but this shit make me lose my confidenceIt's common sense a gut reactionKnowing when to push or pass itLearning how to listen when ya body say the shit is backwardsI don't recognize the signs but I can emulate the patternsHalf the time I'm wrong, the other half the time don't even matterAyy, I got some learning to doI'll be the first one to admit it I'm done running from truthAnd I know, you probably heard it all beforeYou can run away from truth but why deny it when it's yours?