I wanna feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day, stay away from everyone
I feel so alone, got nowhere to go
I’m lookin’ at the sunset screaming’ “I’m a hostage at a beach house party”
Yeah
(Okay, hear me out)
Late night. She took me away
Going 80 down the freeway to a friend’s house in L.A.
I said what’s going on? It feels like something’s wrong
Trying to get this through to you
Cuz I don’t want to end up on my own.

I’m freaking out. I’m jumping off the ledge oh yeah.
I think it’s time that I stop pretending.

I wanna feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day, stay away from everyone
I feel so alone, got nowhere to go
I’m looking at the sunset screaming “I’m a hostage at a beach house party.”

I’m off the walls, I’m off my meds again oh yeah
And I’m trapped inside of my head
I’m off the walls I’m off my meds again oh yeah
I’m getting better so let’s switch it up

(Indistinct)

I wanna feel something more
Just something at all
I hope for a better day stay away from everyone
I feel so alone, got nowhere to go
I’m looking at the sunset screaming “I’m a hostage at a beach house party.”

I wanna feel something more
Just something at all

So tell me why can’t I get anything right?
I guess it’s hard when I’m blacking out every single night
X3

So tell me why can’t I get anything right?
I just keep slipping even farther and farther into the night.